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03:48am 03/02/2009 |
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Pretty much am half awake writing this. So, here I am, sat up on my boyfriend's mac laptop (which reminds me, I REALLY WANT ONE OF THESE!) and he's asleep, typical, although he does have a smile on his face. XD You would think I would have to type quietly, but nope, he's like a rock... that or he's attempting to read what I'm writing... (small pink font ftw.)
Even though I'm tired, I'm finding it difficult to sleep; why, you may wonder? My mind is buzzing! Its been three weeks, yes THREE weeks already, everything seems to be going smoothly, very quickly, but smoothly nonetheless. I am so incredibly surprised at the massive steps I have allowed myself to make. Things could not have worked out better for us; the timing seems to have been impeccable. I cannot believe some things that have gone down during this time; some major (and absofuckinglutely hilarious) things have happened... but I do have one thing missing; that one girl I was able to tell everything to. And I'm not really sure what to do about it, whatever 'it' is, any more.
Today (or yesterday, rather) I got my snow. :] I had been waiting for this for nearly two months and now it's falling from the skies in bucketloads. I got to make some snow devils with Charlie, haha. It's so pretty outside! But my little finger hurts, I think it was cold for too long, it hurts to bend it. :( Note to self: buy gloves that actually have fingers. This bungalow is so cosy, I could stay here forever, "home" feels so cold without him around nowadays.
Well, Vix has a little announcement to make to a number of people she knows... when will I make it, I have no idea. How I will make it, I REALLY have no idea! I probably won't tell anyone for a considerable amount of time. And no, I'm not preggers (thank you very much), but it does involve my other half. I can see peoples jaws either fall to the floor or people not really give a shit if they don't know the back story. XD At least no-one I will probably tell will read this... I think.
I will attempt to catch some shut eye now, I believe I have spilled all that was once on my mind. :]
Life is what it is and what it forever shall be. Progress won't happen on its own. If I can't find a way, I WILL MAKE ONE! mood:  exhausted music: Nine Inch Nails - Closer (really, really quietly.) |
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